Today was not a great day. I was kind of tired in the morning and school was pretty boring. I then during lunch received some bad news. I am not allowed to compete in Baseball. I could still practice but for me that is 15 h a week for nothing and not having any motivation to improve. The rest of the school day was kind of affected by that message. I didn’t really care about the lessons and just sat on my phone or daydreamed. After school I showed up for my last baseball practice. The coaches told me that I can still practice but as I said there really is no point for me in doing it. The practice itself was ok and I tried to distract myself from that. Then I did my workout after practice and it was pretty normal, nothing out of the ordinary. We had some tacos for dinner.