Mixed feelings

Today was kind of an awkward day. It was a constant up and down. I woke up very sleepy and didn’t really enjoy the first 2 lessons. But then in Panther Hour i joined the Anime club, which was awesome. Then in weightlifting I failed to lift heavy weights that I thought i could do. After that I got called to the main office, where they told me I won’t be able to play football and I can only go to practice, but there isn’t much behind it if I can’t play. Even for baseball I have to turn in a crazy amount of stuff (all transcripts since 8th grade) and even then it’s not sure that I am able to compete. When I got home it got a little better since my new shoes arrived and they are gorgeous, but I was still pretty unmotivated for working out. I went anyways and it helped my mood. Additionally we had great food today (Philly cheesesteak). Then I played some cards with my host mom, so now I’m feeling better but I am dog-tired.